Thursday, October 13, 2011

sometimes I don't like conviction

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Sometimes I wish I didn't have the conviction of the Holy Spirit in me...ha ha meaning.....

Sometimes my feelings of frustration get so big that I want to let them out!
I wish I could tell people just how I feel without knowing that it was wrong.
People say things that hurt me, and that I do not see as truth, and I am unable to express my true feelings about it!
I know that this is what the Lord has called me to do though....especially because it is a personal defense to want to say something back when people express their thoughts.

For now though I guess I will continue to just share my feelings of frustration with the Lord, because that is the safe place to do it!
And I pray that I will not let my flesh get the best of me like it has before....

I guess in actuality, I am thankful for the conviction of the Holy Spirit, yet in my flesh I wish I could scream about my frustrations and how people hurt me!

Thank you Lord that I have you though, and that you comfort me and heal wounds that cannot be healed by the expression of how I feel, but only by the tender love of a Father!
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  1. What a great blog! I piggy backed on it.. hope that is okay! :) Love you.

  2. I will bust a cap on someone that hurts you..haha lol..yes, I know exactly what you mean..I feel convicted about a lot of things especially here lately when it comes to my friends and some certain feelings I have towards them...anyway, so glad I got to talk to you really helped me, just know that I really really look up to you!! Love you.